RIP

Rest in Peace

Davy Jones



If you knew how much I loved you when I was a kid, you would be EMBARRASSED!  I knew every song and had every album the Monkees ever made.....


Way too young!!! 



Tomorrow

How do you prepare for the the most difficult day of your life?  I'm just not sure.
I don't want to go to sleep tonight, because I don't want to wake up tomorrow and face the day.

I'm trying to mentally prepare and physically prepare and emotionally prepare, but I just don't think any of it is going to work.  I am thinking that you have to look at the day, square in the face and spit at it....tell it to Fuck off, and get mad at it. 

But then, that's just not me.  I don't get mad.  I wish I could do that. 

So instead, I'll face it head on and smile and talk and cry and act like it's the most natural thing in the world to do.  And all the while, part of me has died.