I cleaned yesterday and today. To some, this is normal, everyday stuff. To me, it is hell. I am being honest when I say, I absolutely utterly abhor cleaning. Yes, I can admit this. I am a big girl and I hate to clean.
I CAN clean...at least I know how to clean...dusting, vacuuming, straightening. The problem is that because I have literally no time in my life, I just hate to waste what precious little time I do have in cleaning. I would rather be baking or cooking or gardening or ANYTHING but cleaning windows, washing the curtains for fall, dusting the baseboards, vacuuming behind the furniture.
I know I have to do it, so I do it when I can. I wish I didn't have to work so much, so that maybe I could find time to do all this cleaning. A long time ago, I gave up cleaning in order to take care of the kids when I wouldn't let my ex husband drive the kids anymore. So for 10-12 years, cleaning has been the LAST thing that I HAD to do. Everything else had to come first. Now, I think it may be too late for me, to ever WANT to clean again. There is just too much and so much else to do.......
Oh well.
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